Born in Kluang, Malaysia. My first cy on Earth is 21 August. A CSHI alumini. Old Montfort boy. Currently in NYP Digital Media Design. Studied in Canossian School for the Hearing impaired, Montfort Sec. An aspiring digital artist. Never give up for what u wanna achieve in life. I wanna fly over the clouds!!!! Dream BIG DREAMS every day..
after much careful thoughts, i decided to put God first before everything!!! Because i know His ways are better than my own ways and His timings are always prefect unlike mine... i always remind myself to trust in Him no matter what... Thank you Jesus!!!
flyingisaac signed off at 12:43 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
everytime i go to bed, i keep dreaming of her and fantasizing about her... the fear of losing her to someone else and leaving my heart break into countless pieces... the fear of not surviving a single day without seeing her in person seeing her is like a portion to my soul...How i wish to enjoy her company every day... How i wish to love seeing her every day...
i tried to get her out of my mind and focus on my studies yet thoughts of her keep crossing over my mind why is this happening to me?? something wrong with me??
actually, ive nt been in relationship before... i dont know much about love... i think i need help!! i think im getting lovesick... need to get out of this!!! need to concentrate on my studies... studies comes first!!!! Please wake up, ISAAC!!!!!!
flyingisaac signed off at 12:03 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
My first week in Semester 2 was quite okay but very flexible!!! i only attended my first lectures and no classes except the Introduction to 3D one... i slacked alot... by the way, im very sad to hear that my 3 poly classmates dropped out of school for personal reasons... One of whom has the maxminum potential to be a talented digital artist... sighs... lets drop this topic...
oh no!!! so many sch stuffs to buy for my new another 6 modules!!! one of my most interesting yet challenging modules is Introduction to 3D when i learnt something new by doing the character model in maya at my first try during my first practical class... doesnt it sound interesting,is it?? Another module is Drawing 2 which i have to draw, doddle, sketch the female & male adult naked body... pray that the dirty thoughts wont cross my mind when drawing them... hahahs....
Isaac, you must work extra extra extra harder to get at least 3.5 for GPA!!!!! Isaac will remind that he loves his modules and enjoy them himself!!!! =DDDDD
flyingisaac signed off at 12:36 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
oh no... havent updated for almost a week hahas okies... i spent quite time having reflections about my life...
What is my life like if everything is prefect in this world?? it cant be helped when the world is full of lust, sins and temptations i have to face the trials and temptations every day its always my struggles to fight against them and i always feel trapped in the temptations i need help to get out of the sin cycle!!
Feeling spiritually mentally emotionally tired of the spiritual battle i face daily in my life yet as a christian, i wont give up and will fight against the hardships, trials and temptations all the way
Dear God, please help me and i really need ur strength to overcome the struggles in life.. My battle belongs to u and i fight for u.. Please help me when i need help the most. in Jesus's name. Amen
